So This Month is April, and I've been participating in VEDA, it's day 5 and this is my progress... Down one subscriber. I've been at 74 for about 3 months, I've been doing YouTube for 2 years... Every time I get 1 subscriber I feel amazing, and every time i lose one it kills. My Best Friend says not to worry about the numbers and it's true. But after 2 years and $1000's invested and nothing to show for it, it's draining my motivation . I believe I make interesting content but my view counts doesn't agree. Any ways you guys keep motivated. I'm losing mine and fast. I know I can become big, it's just this road is long and I'm not seeing the light at the end of this Very long tunnel...